Closet Clutters

As of publish time, kahahatid ko lang kay... itago na lang natin sa pangalang.. Tol sa sakayan. (back story here .) Nanggaling siya dire sa bahay namin at dito na siya nagpalipas ng kaunting oras matapos ang aming munting lakad kagabi. Ang plano kagabi ay magpunta sa Fair upang makipagsaya at dun magpalipas ng araw ng mga puso. Pag dating namin sa lugar ay sandamukal ang tao sa may main entrance. Makikita ang isang mahabang pila para sa tickets at tatlong mas mahabang pila pa para sa entrance. Bilang alas nuebe na iyon ng gabi ay nagpasya kami na kumain na lamang sa Technohub. Doon ay nagkwentuhan kami habang nagsasalo sa lechon at lechong paksiw. Gusto ko sanang itanong sa kanya yung tungkol sa mga text message namin, at sa mga subtle hints noong kami ay nag-overnight. Pero syempre baka assuming lang ako kaya pinigilan ko ng itanong. Nang nasa bus na kami pauwi (lintik na bus yan, puro na lang sa bus :p) hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. Symepre humawak na rin ako nang mahigpit...

I remember corpcloset's advice in a talk some time ago that if a gay guy should decide to stay in the closet, he should be ready to play the part. But my dilemma was that I don't know anything about what straight guys talk about like cars, sports, or girls. --- I have long chosen not to put a finality on my gender orientation until I haven't been with a girl. Wouldn't you agree that as a consumer, before we decide which product to buy, we look at other alternatives. Maybe there's something the one has that the other has not. 

A friend sent me text message one night. He asked me how much I charge for a consult. Puzzled as to what consult he is pertaining to, I replied to his message and asked. That's when he informed me of the pain he felt after every running session. I told him it's free since he's my friend. I think my exact text was, 'pre, wala yun. may presyo ba ang pagkakaibigan?' However, he insisted on paying and asked me when I would be free. I was willing to drop by his house that night before going home. But since it was already late, we just scheduled my visit on the following night.

I went to see him last night to surprise him after work. We've been exchanging text messages since we've seen each other at the gathering I mentioned in my last post. I was excited to see him again and just hang out. When we met, he suggested we go for a few drinks. We invited another acquaintance to join us. So it was now the three of us hanging out. We walked through the area trying to look for a good place to share some stories and beer. But we didn't see anything that we liked. Tired from walking, I jokingly suggested we buy some liters of beer, put it in my bag, and check ourselves in. Surprisingly, they thought the idea was brilliant. We could enjoy each other's company at the same time we would have a place to crash.

This just happened. I met someone earlier from an internet site and he invited me over to his place. My true and honest intention was to hang out and just watch "Immortals" but he had something else in mind. To cut the story short, we had sex. While on top of me, he asked. Kaya ko kaya 'to? Thinking that he was implying an oral, I just replied with a smile. Then he stood and pulled out a sachet of lube from his drawer. He poured some lube on my cock and started pumping. I already knew where this is heading. But I was scared, mainly because I haven't done it yet. Kaya ko kaya 'to? Ang laki kasi e. Uhm, di ko pa kasi nagagawa yan eh , I confessed. E di masusubukan mo na . He said with a smirk. He pumped my cock a couple of times to make it harder. With me lying down, he sat on my cock and tried to insert it in his hole. He tried hard but he couldn't do it. He tried once again and succeeded in taking it all in. With my cock in, I cou...