Closet Clutters

Everybody has their own story how they knew they were different. When I was a teenager and trying to explore my sexual curiosity, I often ask people like me this question, 'how did you know?' And for all you reading, here's my answer. I already knew I was different in sixth grade when I can't seem to act normal around jocks in school. I usually stammer or act weird whenever we talk. And I couldn't maintain eye-contact with them without feeling shy. Yes, I think that was the first time I had a crush on someone. That was the time when I was conscious of how different I was based on my feelings and actions. But later on, I realized that I already had homosexual tendencies  as young as 7 years old. When I was at that age, my mom used to bring me with her to her workplace. Her boss was a sweet old lady with a son which also helps her in the business. The son was tall, friendly, and very pleasant looking (I didn't have any concept of sexy that time). And as I ...

"Kung gusto mong makasigurado, gusto mo subukan natin." Isa siya sa mga classmates ko noong highschool. Marahil maihahanay natin siya sa mga magugulo at maiingay. Bully kung minsan at alam mong lalaking lalaki. Eto yung panahon na malakas na ang pakiramdam kong iba nga ako sa karamihan. Ngunit dahil sa posisyon ko sa paaralan at silid-aralan, di ko magawang ipahalata ito. Naging katabi ko siya ng upuan. Hindi yun nagkataon lamang dahil ako ang naataasang gumawa ng seating arrangement at sinadya ko talagang itabi siya sa akin. Gusto ko noong makilala siya ng lubusan kasi mukha naman siyang mabait kahit na gagago-gago siya minsan. Man-crush ata tawag doon ngayon. Tsaka inisip ko, kung mabarkada man ako sa kanya, baka matuto akong maging straight. Noong umpisa ay di kami masyadong nag-uusap. Ngayon lang naman kasi kami naging magkatabi kahit na pangalawang taon na naming maging magka-klase. Kinalaunan, nakakapag-usap na kame dahil sa mga seatwork at homewo...

I started this blog last year in April. At the beginning, I just wanted an outlet where I can narrate my most recent sexual encounters as well as my past conquests. Usually these kinds of stories along with my normal daily adventures are written in my journal which I started in 2006. But since I spend more time in front of the computer, blogging seemed to be more feasible. I've been blogging since Friendster came out, then Myspace, then Livejournal, then Multiply, then Wordpress, Tumblr, and Blogspot. The surviving blogs that still get updated are my Wordpress blogs and this one. Wordpress is where I blog everything under the sun with the exception of gay materials. As I have said earlier, this blog started primarily as an avenue for my past and present sexual adventures. It was supposed to be a little something like Solotouch where I share true sex stories. But I later learned that it could turn into something more. When I started, I wasn't concerned with other blogs....

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