Pakialam Ninyo Ba?!

P*tang ina talaga 'tong mga baklang 'tong salita nang salita sa katawan ko at sa eating habits ko. Pakialam ninyo ba? Akala ninyo ba ikinaganda ninyo 'yan. Ano bang gusto ninyong sabihin ko, Oo, makatakaw ako. Masiba ako. Walang kapaguran ang bituka ko.

Sira ulo pala ninyo eh. Hindi naman kayo ang nagpapakain sa akin. Wala namang kayong naitutulong sa buhay ko eh.

Iyong isa matapos akong landi-landiin, sasabihin ba naman sa story ko na walang tigil ang bibig ah. Oral fixated? haha. Dinagdagan pa na, So di ka pa tapos kumain? Bravo! Eh loko ka pala eh, sa'yo ko ba kinuha pambili ko ng pagkain.

Tapos yung isa ko namang fubu sa Pinas parang gago rin eh. Sabi ba naman magpapayat daw ako para masarap. Tang*na talaga. Tapos magtatanong siya kung may chance bang sagutin ko siya. Sira ulo ka pala eh. Di ka na nga gwapo, di ka rin naman hot, bulok din ugali mo.

Tsaka ninyo ako sabihan ng ganyan kung kayo ang bumubuhay sa akin at nagpapakain sa akin.

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