Closet Clutters

Noong isang araw habang palakad-lakad ako mag-isa sa mall, napag-isip-isip ko: "paano ba style ko noon 'pag gusto kong magtanggal ng init?" Ngayon kasi parang kailangan o mas maganda yung may magtatanggal noon para sa'yo 'di ba. Paano ba ako noon? Noon, masaya na ko magjakol mag-isa. 'Yung parang may sariling buhay yung etits mo at titigas na lang siya nang kusa kaya no-choice ka kung hindi magbate. Tapos naka-tengga ka lang sa bahay, sa kwarto mo, kaya sa tuwing titigas si Junjun, parang pilit ka pang magjakol para lumambot siya. You'll be like, " You're hard again! Jeez!" Noon solb na ko sa literotika, sa mga kwentong malilibog. Kahit walang picture, basta hindi jejemon yung pagkakasulat tsaka maayos yung sentence construction, pwede na pagjakulan. Alala ko pa nga, isang beses, sa sobrang libog ko sa binabasa ko, nilabasan ako nang hindi ko hinahawakan etits ko. Pramis! Mabaog man ako. Doon ko lang napatunayan na pure libog and ima...

People come and go. There are some who stay and some just drift away. But what's sad and sometimes annoying are those who choose to leave.  Most of them leave out of jealousy or envy, anger, hurt, or pride. But what's worst are those who choose to leave despite us reaching out to them. What we can do is just let them go and hope good things for them. I have my fair share of leaving and being left behind. What makes me move forward and not look back are those who are willing to stay by side,  inspire me in everything I do, and are proud and grateful to have me in their lives. That makes me care less of the people who go and more of the people who depend on me.

"Natutulog na siya eh," I typed. I was pertaining to our mutual friend (MF) lying beside me. "Kalabitin mo lang magigising yan. hehe," he replied. I thought he meant for me to poke him to wake our friend up. "haha sorry gabi na kasi e," he added. Then I realized he wasn't just talking about a poke. *** We were three lying side by side on the bed. I was on the right, MF in the middle, and a girl friend on the left side of the bed. The phrase "kalabitin mo lang" lingered in my head as we are about to sleep. I was feeling lonely and alone being in a foreign land for about a month that I just wanted someone to cuddle with. Yes, boys and girls, I just wanted to cuddle. I've had a lot of experience on making advances on guys while sleeping. Highschool made me a pro at that. So, when I was sure that the coast was clear, and the girl on left side was facing the other way, I made my move. Pretending to be asleep, I turned to my le...