Closet Clutters

In my earlier post, I have written moments in 2013 that one way or another made an impact in my life. Those moments shaped me and molded my thoughts in what I am and have today. Now, I want to list down some bits of learnings I have picked up and realized throughout the year. Since life on the other side (meaning, outside Mamon) has been all the same, these notes were derived and lifted from events with and of people from twitterlandia and the blogosphere. 1. There's no harm in hoping and seeing the good in people but you just have to prepare yourself for anything that might come; people aren't perfect. Disappointments and frustrations may occur. 2. Poison in friendship (read: lasunan) should and must be avoided at all cost. [unless, there's a clear agreement of terms and expectations.] 3. Being sweet in DM, PM & texts does not translate sweetness or even liking in real life. Even if something happens between the both of you, live or online, that still doesn'...

Ang bawat taon ay nag-iiwan sa atin ng mga alaala at mga aral na bago lang or marahil ay nalimutan na natin sa pagdaan ng panahon. Ang patapos na taon ay hindi naiiba. Bawat araw ay isang pagsubok ng ating pagkatao at paniniwala. Pamamaalam Hindi naging maganda ang bungad ng taon na ito sa akin dahil sa pamamaalam ng isang taong naging bahagi na ng aming pamilya. Nang sumakabilang-buhay ang aking amain nagbago ang lahat sa amin. Kinailangan kong maging matatag para sa aking ina para magabayan at suportahan siya habang siya ay nagdadalamhati. Hindi madali para sa isang anak na makita niyang nalulungkot ang taong inaasahan niyang magiging malakas para sa kanya. Pero sa awa ng Diyos at sa tulong na rin ng malalapit na kaibigan, unti-unti kaming nakabangon at nagpapatuloy ng aming buhay. Propesyon Noong nakaraang taon ay hindi ko masyadong nagamit ang propesyon ko dahil pinagtuunan ko ng pansin ang aking pag-aaral. Ngunit dahil na rin sa mga pangyayari sa pasok ng taon...

I remember my initial reaction - sincere happiness. I was happy for him, for having found that one special person he would love; someone he won't grow tired loving. And most especially, I was happy that he is happy. But later on, I can't help but feel sad, sad that he is someone else's love; sad that it wasn't me. But mostly because I felt sorry for myself believing that we can be together, that there can be us. This happened a long time ago. I had a crush on him the moment I saw his face. And I began to like him more as we get to spend more time with each other. He was good-looking, cool and very much masculine; traits that are a huge turn-on to me. I told myself that there is no way this guy would like someone like me. So I just settled to being his friend. That way, I can still be close to him. But there came a time when things went further than friendship, well, at least that's what I thought it did. Something happened between us. I was hesitant a...

I never really make a Christmas wishlist because I seldom get what I wish for. Plus, gift-giving is not really something that we do in the family. I always end up buying them for myself. But since I was tagged and this would be a nice reference to what I want to have, maybe not this Christmas, I'll just go along. :) Tagged by Victor .  The rules are:  1. Make a post entitled “All I Want For Christmas 2013” and use the photo above. 2. List 6 things that you want to receive as a gift. 3. Tag 3 friends who will make the same post (no tag backs). 4. Send me the link so I could check it too (optional). image from here 1. Navi Planner . Alright not to be a copycat. But this is really what I want most for next year. I began to love the Navi Planner ever since I won one from a blog contest last 2011. So I used it ever since. It's a great way to keep tabs on special dates and plans for the month or the year. And also, I use it as a diary of sorts of what happened...

I remember there were 7 or 8 of us boys in that room. It was an out-of-town trip organized by a school organization. The room had four double-decks; each of us having our own bed. On our last night of the week-long activities, we decided to join two of the double-decks and just sleep close to each other. Four on the upper beds and four of us on the beds below. Before we all went to sleep, we decided to have some drinks and just talk about each other's lives. Here was when the fun began. We learned a lot more about each other than before. And that made us much more comfortable with each other. The guy on my right was the first one to sleep. He seemed very tired from the day's activities. Then we all followed suit. In the middle of the night, I was awaken by some motion from the guy from my left side. My initial reaction was that he maybe masturbating. That got me curious and wide awake. As I observe in silence and closed eyes, that guy still shook his body and moved his...

Noon ay may isang bata Kargada'y kurba't mataba Ayaw niya noon ng pasukan Hilig lang niya'y halika't subuan Ngunit nang toro ay nasubukan Ito ri'y parang nagustuhan Nasubukan niyang pumasok pati mapasok siya ring nasubok Mapasukan unang naranasan kakaiba man ngunit nasarapan Nang siya nama'y inupuan sa giling at indayog, agad siyang nilabasan Ngunit dahil nga kargada'y mataba Marami ang nalulula Sa pagsubo sila'y umiiwas At mapasukan, sila ay pass Kaya ngayon ano ang gagawin ng bata kung ganyang walang nais sumubo at magpatira hahanap na lang ba siya ng power B o kaya'y balik na lang siya sa matamis na kiliti.

Minsan pakiramdam mong sobrang pamilyar mo na sa laro na tingin mo ay di ka na maiisahan o malalamangan. Pakiramdam mo na kahit bali-baliktarin man ang laro ay kaya mo itong ipanalo. Sabi mo sa sarili mo, dahili marami ka ng napagdaanan, wala ng makakapagpaikot sa'yo. Bagkos, ikaw pa ang magpapaikot sa kanila. Wala silang magagawa kapag ikaw na ang naglabas ng baraha. Ngunit darating ang araw kung saan makakakilala ka ng tao na mas magaling at mas bihasa kaysa sa iyo. Mas magaling siyang dumiskarte at mas marami siyang alas. At pag sinumulan na niya ang paglabas ng kanyang baraha ay wala ka ng magagawa. Ang pagkatalo mo ay sigurado na. Uuwi ka na lang luhaan at nasasaktan. At ang tanging baon mo sa iyong pag-uwi ay ang aral na kahit anong galing mo makipaglaro, makakilala ka rin ng katapat mo o higit pa ang husay sa iyo. Kaya kahit bihasa ka man, dapat handa ka rin matalo, masaktan, at umiyak. ***** Laro tayo! - Sige! - Ang laro ay Sweet-sweet-tan! Ang unang ma...