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So it's been, what, [checks calendar] a week since...  Wait, it was just a week. Wow. Seemed like forever since I last wrote that ... post.

Anyway, I've been, well, caught in a recurring nightmare called procrastination. I have accepted early this month that I will not be able to wear that sash in graduation day. But a colleague convinced me to try hard and make it through the deadline of submission.

Thankfully, I was able to submit my output just in time, yesterday actually - 4 days before my defense. Now, that's what I'm preparing for. It's the final speed bump in my journey to earn another academic degree.

I have big dreams to be honest. I dream of working abroad and alleviating my family's financial burden. I want to see the world and experience it all. I want a fulfilling career, one that I can boast to everyone - not cure cancer, but something close to that, maybe help the limp walk or something to that effect. I want to invest in a real estate property or two, maybe three. I want to put up a business, with my closest girlfriends, the ultimate health and wellness hub. Most importantly, I hope the day would come wherein I can go inside a store, see something I like, and not worry about its price. I want a better life, not that I hate this one; but I think that for the all the things that I've been through ever since I was little, I think I deserve more.

It's not just about the big dreams. It's always the simple things that I love. I want to be able to take the whole family out for dinner and treat them, and show them how I truly appreciate all their love and support for me all throughout my life. I want to spend Thanksgiving and Christmas with my relatives in the states because it's been ages since I saw them. I want to make snow angels. I want to wear an ensemble of fur jacket, gloves, and boots.

Then after I have achieved them all or at least close to achieving them all, I could be ready to find that one special person who'll say this to me...



haha. sahree singit ko talaga yun :)

Happy week sa inyo!

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  1. Haha may landi sa dulo. Go reach for your dreams!

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    1. of course, pang-akit haha salamat sa pagdalaw master :)

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  2. go go go! tuparin na ang mga pangarap na yan! :)

    pati na rin ang pagkuha ng singing contract! nyahaha

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    1. ang aga magising ah, kc. Salamat. i'll chase that dream..

      magkano ba daw ang pangarap? sabi nila kasi 6 lang... bakit?

      kasi.... Sais ang pangarap.. ako'y naniniwala.. Ako ay lilipad at ang lahat makakakita (from Patuloy ang Pangarap by Angeline Quinto) lols

      Pramis mas funny yung joke pagharapan dineliver :P

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  3. I also want the same things, Mamon. Ang sarap isipin no? Be positive! :)

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    1. masarap isipin, mas masarap abutin! let's chase our dreams, Sep! :)

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  4. Sounds good :) Go go go haha

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    1. ..tastes even better haha

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    2. The greener pasture isn't always found outside the country though. You probably just need to find the perfect business venture to get into and see it grow and make you millions :)

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    3. yeah, but my eyes are all set for the green bucks :)

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  5. start on the small things, then the big ones will soon follow.

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    1. every small decisions i make leads to those dreams :)

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    2. I totally agree :) Start small and the big opportunities will follow :) I used to be satisfied with just a basic salary of just 9k but ever since I got promoted in more than a year of working I now get more than double of what I usually get :)

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    3. Nice, I wish that could happen to me here in in the PH but it's not that way in our profession.

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    4. well in your profession,you can actually branch out.you just have to figure out how.

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    5. that's true V; and the branch I that chose 'coz I know I am good at it, leads me to the green bucks :)

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  6. there's nothing much I can say for now,, i better call you na lang.. :)

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  7. 0:51 to 0:54 very emotional! ayos!

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  8. parang nainspire akong ipost yung version ko ng madramang skyscraper hahahaha

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    1. sige lang Job sa nakakaantig at madramang skyscraper :))

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