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I just read your blogspot about me. Or was it? I treat you as a close friend. I also thought that we could be what others cal as "partners." I thought I couldn't stand in the way of your dreams. Yun lang. I hope we can remain good friends. I wish you success and continued happiness Mamon!
that day he knew what I felt about him...


Mamon! baka wala ka ng load kaya di ka makareply... hihi.. just before this night ends for me (im abt to sleep), tandaan mo, lagi kang may friend at ako yun! I appreciate your effort to dropby and tell me your story.
Hindi man ako ang magiging perfect friend mo, ang mahalaga dun, may perfect ears ako for you anytime na kelangan mo at available ako.. hehehe.. basta i-count mo na ako sa mga taong "like" ka naman.. hihihi..
have a great night my friend.. brush off the negative vibes and don't linger on what happened.. may kasunod yan na maganda! hugsies! mwah!!
that time when I was comforted...


Konting sensitivity lang. I mean, I consider "us" to be dating. Reading your latest blog is a fact na ako lang pala ang nagpapaka-exclusive. We're cool. I think I was just expecting so much from you. I think my fault too. Let's remain friends.
Kung magsosorry ka, pinatawad na kita. Kung sasabihin mo na magmove-on na ako... Ginawa ko na. Masama loob ko sa u. Pinilit naman kita intindihin pero siguro nga hanggang doon na lang.
So hindi mo alam  na nakasakit ka when you blog and tweet stuff about how you are attracted to guys?! Mamon naman, it doesn't need special intelligence. I was under the impression we were exclusively dating. Akala ko malinaw sa u ung agreement that we will focus on us. Eh ano yung mga expressions of being attracted to guys. How will I see brighter future on us kung ikaw mismo, di mo macontrol sarili mo.
Dating sa akin nun, I was never enough. Na may kulang because u were drooling with good looking guys.
When you date exclusively, you don't do that, because you should be sensitive with your "would be" partner. Hindi ka aasal na parang single. Hindi ka aasal na parang wala kang pakialam
that instance I became a douchebag...


Alam mo hindi ako COKE
para maging HAPPINESS mo...
Hindi ako NIDO para maging
number 1 mo..
at lalong hindi MCDO para
masabi mong "LOVE KO TO"
Pero di man kita
MAKASAMA forever
sana..
parang NESCAFE na lang
"LET'S MAKE EVERY
MOMENT PERFECT! :)
that moment I felt giddy like a highschool girl...



To forget the feelings of the past is to forget the lesson you ought to learn. I am keeping these lines as a reminder and reference for future dealings and relationships.
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  1. ZaiZaiSeptember 1, 2014 at 9:26 AM

    It is indeed wise to remember the lessons of the past and if these messages will make sure that you remember these lessons..then patattoo na yan sa noo hehe :)

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    1. MamonSeptember 1, 2014 at 11:44 AM

      inisip ko sa chest tapos script para astig. :P

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