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Where do I begin?

I've been pondering for hours now (days now, actually, since I've been meaning to write since Tuesday night) on how I would like to begin this series of blog posts from my holiday. There have been a lot of emotions and experiences that I wanted to share with you and to my future self, but I didn't want to make it too emotional nor dramatic.

At first, before all of these happened, I was just planning to write and share the possible sexcapades that would happen in my trip. - you know, like I always do. Also as I mentioned in my last post, I got to schedule a date meet-up with my last ex which was already big by itself. That meet-up also had a follow-up. I didn't have any expectation in our meeting but I guess it helped me in finally moving on from that break up.

So now, where would I begin. I'll probably start from the last, the most recent one. I would like to share  with you where I am right now and how I am dealing. It has been a struggle to be honest on how I would approach this. But I guess everything is simmering down and the effect of Pisces is slowly dissipating, so I'm now more shall I say, logical and clear-headed, and probably more accepting of the outcome.

So there, lastly, I just wanted to share that when I came back here, I didn't feel the same feeling of home I had in the Philippines. I thought as soon as I'd step foot in my apartment, I'd feel relieved. I didn't. I felt like, oh shit, I'm here again. Oh well, this is the life I chose. So, I guess I should just learn to love it all over again. 

See you folks again. 

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  1. Remember this is your world. You can write anything and everything to your heart's content.

    This blog is your oyster.

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    1. haha Salamat. I had to google what you meant about this blogging being my oyster. haha will be reading and writing a lot now hehe see you in your oyster. :D

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    1. wait lang ha. mejo tinamid at nabusy lang saglit

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    2. Mahirap mabitin. Kasi naman, yung blog post mo, bitin. We demand a continuation. Hahahaha!

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    3. LOL. Wala naming "we" ikaw na lang nagbabasa ng blog ko :P

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