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Postponed


Pangalawang pagkikita namin ni guy from Round Trip. I am about to leave the country so he wanted to meet. Siyempre pumayag naman ako. Magkaroon man lang ng going-away present. Baka nga rin  last meet na namin that time.

Nagkita ulit kami sa mall. Nagdinner. Nag-usap. Tulad ulit nung dati, wala ulit plano. Basta magkita lang at makapag-usap, ok na. Noong dinner, out of the blue, nagtanong siya, 'gusto mo ba ako?' Nabigla ako pero sabi ko 'oo.' Sunod niyang tanong, 'gaano?' Anong gaano? Nasusukat ba kung gaano mo kagusto ang isang tao? Pero sinagot ko parin, 'sa ngayon, di ko masabi, kasi pangalawang kita palang natin.' Binalik ko sa kanya ang tanong na gusto mo ba ako. Ang sinabi niya, 'di pa ba halata?' 

Anyway, nauwi kami sa pagtulog sa bahay. And we spent a hot night together.


Mahirap talaga yung ganitong sitwasyon - yung may iiwanan ka. Mali ang oras ng aming pagtatagpo. Kung kailan lang kami nagkakakilanlan, tsaka naman kami paghihiwalayin. So no how would we know if we could ha hit it off. Sabi ko na lang sa kanya sa text, 'masaya ako sa nangyari sa atin, sayang lang at napostpone ang get to know stage natin. Babalik naman ako for Christmas. Sabi niya hihintayin na lang ako. 
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  1. Mac CallisterOctober 29, 2011 at 3:53 AM

    nangyari na din sa kin yan, i met someone and the next day is my flight na. Nanghinayang ako sa pagkakataon nun...

    anywayz, hindi nagana un followers widget mo,i'd like to follow u kaso its not working.ayusin mo nalang :-)

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  2. MamonOctober 31, 2011 at 11:40 PM

    @Mac Callister: ang hirap di noh. marami kasing pedeng mangyari e. parang ayoko na siyang paghintayin e.

    thanks. I'll see what I can do about that widget.

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  3. Geosef GarciaDecember 13, 2013 at 10:15 AM

    At nagpapatuloy ako sa aking backreading. *hehe* Sana nagkita nga kayo ulit nung umuwi ka ng Pasko. Aabangan ko na makaabot ako sa story na yun. Sana meron.

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    1. MamonDecember 14, 2013 at 12:03 AM

      hahaha nakakatuwa naman ang backreading!! :D

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