Walking with the crowd. Crossing the street. I see a lot of cute guys. One by one, I looked at them. Young professionals. Students. Regular employees.
Then I wonder. From the hundreds of people I've met in my lifetime, how come I couldn't find Mr. Right For Me? Where is he?
The questions just kept on going. Did he already come? Was I just too busy that I didn't notice him? Was I ready when he came?
As we reached the other side of the street, the crowd slowly dispersed. Each going to their respective destinations. I was left walking still. Alone. Still with the questions in my mind. And playing what if's.
What if...
I was already stable when they came into my life?
What if...
I was ready to be in a relationship?
What if...
I have the resources to go on dates?
What if...
I was sure of myself to be faithful even in a long distance relationship?
What if...
I met him before he met his boyfriend?
What if...
I was better than his ex?
Then I realize, there's no use playing this game.
11 hours ago
3 C's my friend :)
ReplyDeleteMake a choice
Take a chance
and see the changes unfold
http://attheendofeachday.blogspot.com/2013/05/3-cs.html
it's just for amusement, this game that we all play in our guilty heads.
ReplyDeleteWhat if's are a great waste of time :) But looking at cute guys you meet while walking, is time well spent :)
ReplyDeleteJjampong, thanks. I've known that 3C's for a long time na. minsan lang talaga may emo moments. :)
ReplyDeleteVictor, e bat ganun, malungkot ako after playing that game?
Zai, I love that game. haha :D