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So this is it. The one that I've been focusing my attention and neurons on for the past months. This is the reason why I seldom blog, why I temporarily closed down my [landi] twitter account, why I blocked out certain people in my life. This is it.

So much is at stake. So many lives are relying on the its success. I am about to face the greatest challenge in my adult life.

I do pray for a great outcome, not just for my sake but for all who are counting on me. Not only will I benefit from this but everyone around me.

It's a great deal of pressure. Not like any other that I have experienced. Too much on my shoulder. But I am willing to carry this. I know that if this was given to me, I must have what it takes to accomplish it.

I just do hope and pray for a good result.


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  1. zerojournalJanuary 21, 2014 at 9:13 PM

    sabi nga nila, kung gusto maging matagumpay sa buhay gawin mo kung anu ang sa tingin mo ang tama at nararapat, di lamang yun timbangin mo din ang iyong sarili kung kaya mo ba itong gawin at pag-igihan..

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  2. AnonymousJanuary 21, 2014 at 10:01 PM

    may the force be with you :)

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  3. NomadJanuary 22, 2014 at 1:30 AM

    You're leaving?

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  4. c - e - i - b - o - hJanuary 22, 2014 at 9:12 AM

    my prayers are with you!!!

    aja!!

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  5. Geosef GarciaJanuary 22, 2014 at 2:59 PM

    Mamon, ayaw ko ng dumagdag sa pressure, so celebrate tayo pagbalik mo! Kahit ano pang outcome niyan, dapat magdiwang kasi tapos na. :)

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  6. Victor SaudadJanuary 24, 2014 at 12:59 AM

    Either you're leaving…or you're about to take your Revalida.

    Good luck!
    Oh and you'd be fine.

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