Skip to main content

Bagong Taon

Sabi ko sa sarili ko dati, ngayong taon ay magbabago ang buhay ko. Hindi ko inakala na ganito pala ang mangyayari. Malaking pagbabago nga sa buhay ko ang hinihingi ng pagkakataong ito.

Ngayon palang ay dama ko na. Dahil sa nangyari, marahil ay lumipat muna ko sa Laguna para masamahan si mama habang siya ay nagdadalamhati. Marahil dito na rin ako maghanap ng trabaho para sa katuparan naman ng pangarap ko. Lilipat ako para rin masamahan ang pamangkin ko habang naghahanap pa ng kapalit na yaya ang aking kapatid.

Di pa kami nakakapag-usap ng masinsinan ni Mama kung paano ang balak niya. Naiwanan ang sasakyang walang magmamaneho. Malaki ang posibilidad na ako ang aatasan maging tigahatid at sundo ni Mama sa opisina. Ngunit kailangan ko pa matutunan magmaneho lagpas ng second gear.

Umpisa palang ng taon ay malaking dagok na sa buhay ng mga kapamilya ko ang nangyari. Hindi ko pa tuloy alam kung paano ko pagagalawin ang buhay ko ngayon gawa ng di kanaisnais na pangyayari.

Ipinagdadasal ko na lang na sana'y patuloy pa rin kami pagpalain at gabayan.
Labels:

Comments

  1. Senyor IskwaterJanuary 9, 2013 at 2:18 AM

    kasama ako sa pagdarasal na sana maging maayos ang lahat...

    i feel you...

    this too shall pass.

    we have a good God to handle things for you...

    ReplyDelete
  2. JondmurJanuary 9, 2013 at 3:30 AM

    sana maging ok ang lahat sayo... tulad mo may pinagdadaanan din ako... pero sa ngayon pinapasa diyos ko ang lahat... alam ko di Niya tayo pababayaan...

    ReplyDelete
  3. the healthworkerJanuary 9, 2013 at 8:31 AM

    be strong!

    have faith and let Jesus help you carry your cross...

    fighting! :)

    ReplyDelete
  4. c - e - i - b - o - hJanuary 9, 2013 at 9:30 AM

    sa simula lang yan and paglipas ng panahon, mapapansin mo na okay na si mama mo, okay ka na..

    sweet sacrifice.. :)

    ReplyDelete
  5. Archieviner VersionXJanuary 9, 2013 at 5:47 PM

    Masasanay ka din, sa umpisa lang yan. Pray lang tayo :)

    ReplyDelete
  6. ZaiZaiJanuary 10, 2013 at 2:15 AM

    :(

    Hugs Hustin! Try to be strong, not only for your mama, but for yourself too. You can do it. We're all here praying for you.

    ReplyDelete
  7. MarkJanuary 11, 2013 at 1:50 PM

    sigurado yun! may blessings na madami na dadating

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Before Coming Out

Lately, I've been thinking of coming out. It's like I want to free of myself of the burden of keeping my identity a secret. But before I come out, I just have some personal conditions I need to accomplish first. I won't be doing these things just to earn people's approval on my lifestyle but more for me being comfortable in the path I've chosen to live.
23 comments
Read more

What 2012 taught me..

Yesterday night, my friends and I went out for dinner. During our talk a friend suggested to share our year-end evaluations. Since I've already blogged about how my year went, I was quick to answer his question. His next topic was to complete the statement: 2012 taught me to.... I haven't really thought of the lessons or general theme of the closing year so I got to think about my answer. And here's what I shared. "2012 taught me to just keep on trying. Maybe I'll succeed, maybe I won't. No matter what the outcome may be, what's important is that I have tried that I have exerted effort to reach my dream. Even though I take things a day at a time, not really making long term plans, I still have goals for whatever opportunities and I would make every step to take advantage of that chance. I believe that it's better to have tried (in love, in career, and in life) than to regret not trying at all." So that's it. And with this, I end my 2012 ...
15 comments
Read more

Limp

I'm feeling a little limp tonight - maybe it's the vagueness of my future or the dilemmas I am facing or the lack of financial stability I am experiencing - but all I can do is just speculate. I thought I have gone through this already, the quarter life crisis as they say - emotional lability, constant questioning of worth, and unexplainable emo-shit. I'm tired of this, tired to wake up each morning and feel unsure of everything. Ugh. I just want to shake this off. Anyway, speaking of shaking things, here's one topic I wanted to write about for so long. I first heard it from some friends [ang mag-react, guilty! hahaha] and it got me curious, though I have to say, I really don't need this. *ehem* What is it? It's penis enlargement. Yes, my dear friends, you read it right. PENIS ENLARGEMENT . The natural kind. They call it Jelq . They say Jelqing was derived from an Arabic word meaning 'milking', which is the main motion of this technique....
23 comments
Read more