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Bagong Taon

Sabi ko sa sarili ko dati, ngayong taon ay magbabago ang buhay ko. Hindi ko inakala na ganito pala ang mangyayari. Malaking pagbabago nga sa buhay ko ang hinihingi ng pagkakataong ito.

Ngayon palang ay dama ko na. Dahil sa nangyari, marahil ay lumipat muna ko sa Laguna para masamahan si mama habang siya ay nagdadalamhati. Marahil dito na rin ako maghanap ng trabaho para sa katuparan naman ng pangarap ko. Lilipat ako para rin masamahan ang pamangkin ko habang naghahanap pa ng kapalit na yaya ang aking kapatid.

Di pa kami nakakapag-usap ng masinsinan ni Mama kung paano ang balak niya. Naiwanan ang sasakyang walang magmamaneho. Malaki ang posibilidad na ako ang aatasan maging tigahatid at sundo ni Mama sa opisina. Ngunit kailangan ko pa matutunan magmaneho lagpas ng second gear.

Umpisa palang ng taon ay malaking dagok na sa buhay ng mga kapamilya ko ang nangyari. Hindi ko pa tuloy alam kung paano ko pagagalawin ang buhay ko ngayon gawa ng di kanaisnais na pangyayari.

Ipinagdadasal ko na lang na sana'y patuloy pa rin kami pagpalain at gabayan.

Comments

  1. kasama ako sa pagdarasal na sana maging maayos ang lahat...

    i feel you...

    this too shall pass.

    we have a good God to handle things for you...

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  2. sana maging ok ang lahat sayo... tulad mo may pinagdadaanan din ako... pero sa ngayon pinapasa diyos ko ang lahat... alam ko di Niya tayo pababayaan...

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  3. be strong!

    have faith and let Jesus help you carry your cross...

    fighting! :)

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  4. sa simula lang yan and paglipas ng panahon, mapapansin mo na okay na si mama mo, okay ka na..

    sweet sacrifice.. :)

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  5. Masasanay ka din, sa umpisa lang yan. Pray lang tayo :)

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  6. :(

    Hugs Hustin! Try to be strong, not only for your mama, but for yourself too. You can do it. We're all here praying for you.

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  7. sigurado yun! may blessings na madami na dadating

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