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Nakakainis. Missed chance na naman!

When he rode the FX, sa likod ako nakaupo, our eyes met. Tapos the whole trip going to megamall, we've been exchanging signals. Lam ninyo na yun. The occasional rub ng knees, tapos frequent stares, tapos occasional tap ng legs. It seems ok na ang lahat, until we got to megamall. Tapos nun, di ko na alam gagawin ko. Pumasok kame sa loob, I was still following him. Tapos, he went walking. I didn't know kung susundan ko pa rin siya or what. Eh I was supposed to go to the basement to have my bag repaired. So I made a split second decision to ride the escalator. Tapos when I looked at his direction, I could see he stopped and was staring at me. Hala. Di ko alam kung ano gagawin ko. I stayed near the escalator for some time then decided to go back up. But when I went to the place he stood, he was gone. Aw. Sayang. 

Naiinis lang ako kasi I didn't have the courage to have even introduced myself to him. Naunahan ako ng takot at hiya. E wala naman sigurong masama kung magpakilala lang di ba. It's not as if may gagawin na kami agad. Ang nasa isip ko kasi, what should I say? How should I introduce myself?

Hi, I'm Justin. I really liked how you rubbed my leg with your knee. You made me hard. 
or
Hi, I'm Justin. And this is crazy, but here's my number, so call me maybe?

At honestly, yung Call Me Maybe yung kinakanta ko sa isip ko while I went on walking feeling like a coward. I'm no good in introductions. Don't know what to say, and how to say it. Plus I'm scared.

Siguro next time tapangan ko na lang.
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  1. Mac CallisterJuly 16, 2012 at 6:01 AM

    mahirap din naman kasi manghula at yun nagpapakiramdaman lang. so unless may gawin na move yun isa saka lang may mangyayari. sa kaso nyo nyo wala may lakas ng loob gumawa ng paraan haha

    next time nalang malay mo makasabay mo siya ulit hehe

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    1. MamonJuly 17, 2012 at 12:30 AM

      yun din inaasahan ko, makasabay ko siya ulit. pareho lang naman kami ng sinakyan. Baka nga neighbor ko siya eh. :P

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  2. MugenJuly 16, 2012 at 7:06 AM

    In such situations, I would tell myself, "libog lang yan." And off I go, finding my love elsewhere. :)

    Whatever you did, I think you're still the winner. :)

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  3. Victor SaudadJuly 16, 2012 at 9:13 AM

    hmm..i haven't been out lately, so i can't fully relate.

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  4. SethJuly 16, 2012 at 1:49 PM

    hahahaha been there done that :)

    someone told me, if you want to meet nice people, go to nice places

    the fx, might be an exception because with the signals he's sending he definitely wants something else

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    1. MamonJuly 17, 2012 at 12:37 AM

      mukha naman siyang decent e. hmmm.. though the signals are pointing to something else nga.

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  5. Ms. ChuniverseJuly 16, 2012 at 2:10 PM

    Dapat itinapon mo na yung bag kasi. hahaha! chos!


    :p

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    1. MamonJuly 17, 2012 at 12:38 AM

      haha true. mas mahal pa yung repair kesa dun sa mismong bag. di ko rin napagawa, bibili na lang tuloy ako ng bago :P

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  6. BwryanJuly 17, 2012 at 7:53 AM

    Ay ayoko ng "I Just Met You" na yan... eto bagay dyan, "love begins with one hello~♪" ☺

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  7. KULAPITOTJuly 22, 2012 at 6:50 PM

    may next time pa yan

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  8. Fiction NostalgiaJuly 24, 2012 at 10:17 AM

    Courage lang talaga ang kailangan sa mga ganitong pagkakataon. Next time, alam mo na. :D

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  9. BlakrabitJuly 24, 2012 at 11:28 PM

    Haha! Ka-relate ko dyan! Pero di talaga kaya ng powers ko makipagkilala sa ganyang setting. GOODLUCK sa'yo next time!

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  10. hard.ass.kisserJuly 30, 2012 at 12:23 PM

    Mabuhay tayong mga malalamig ang ilong.. :D

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    1. MamonJuly 30, 2012 at 1:02 PM

      bakit malamig ang ilong? thanks for dropping by :D

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