Skip to main content

Blame it on the alcohol (2)


Now, blame it on Gilbey's Gin & Red Horse Beer. We were at the beach then. There were six of us - 2 girls and 4 boys. We decided to pitch some tents by the sea and drink the night away.

We were all set. We laid our picnic cloth and set-up our tents. We even brought with us sleeping bags in case we can't make it to our rest house. Chips were our pulutan. Our primary alcohol was gin and our chaser, beer. Sounds nasty? Yeah. It was.

In just about an hour of drinking, we were feeling the buzz. Normally, I don't get drunk easily. Normally, I will be the one last standing. But this was no normal times. It was me who got the worst night.

Feeling dizzy and tipsy. I invited my friends for a dip in the sea. I usually swim or take a bath whenever I wanted to regain control and rid of the buzz. But this time, it was not as effective as I expected.

I remember dipping and submerging my face as to awaken my sense. Next thing I remember doing was teasing one of my guy friends who was seating at the shallow part of the beach. His legs were slightly submerged and I remember putting sand on his legs as if scrubbing him. Up until now I don't know why I did such a thing.

I gotta tell you. No one in that group knows about my secret. So you could just imagine my reaction after all of this events took place.

Going back to the story. Yeah, I was scrubbing his legs until near his groin area. I didn't actually touch his wang though. I remember leaving him and taking another dip. Next thing I knew was, I was lying on my stomach and the guy I scrubbed earlier was massaging my nuts and balls. I thought I was dreaming. I remember feeling aroused and horny then that I somehow didn't mind my other friend who was watching us that time. That scene was really hot back then. But now looking back, I just feel embarrased.

I woke up the next day inside our rest house, naked and having the worst headache. I didn't remember how I got there or why I was there. I only knew about my transfer when my friend told me so.

I woke up dazed and confused. Did I do something wrong? Was I just dreaming? Did everybody see that?

I want to talk to the guy but he claimed not remembering anything. My friends don't to tell either. One said that I don't need to know anything about what happened that night. With that, I dropped any inquiry I had in my mind. I thought, if for my friends, that night was insignificant, then maybe that night was really not meant to be remembered.

I began to appreciate my friends more after that. I would take a great deal of respect to show such confidentiality towards someone.

Comments

  1. hi sir, i would like to share my story with you. i just dont know how. -quietstormm2002@yahoo.com

    ReplyDelete
  2. sent you an email. in case you didn't receive it, my email address is justinmycloset8@yahoo.com :)

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Before Coming Out

Lately, I've been thinking of coming out. It's like I want to free of myself of the burden of keeping my identity a secret. But before I come out, I just have some personal conditions I need to accomplish first. I won't be doing these things just to earn people's approval on my lifestyle but more for me being comfortable in the path I've chosen to live.

What 2012 taught me..

Yesterday night, my friends and I went out for dinner. During our talk a friend suggested to share our year-end evaluations. Since I've already blogged about how my year went, I was quick to answer his question. His next topic was to complete the statement: 2012 taught me to.... I haven't really thought of the lessons or general theme of the closing year so I got to think about my answer. And here's what I shared. "2012 taught me to just keep on trying. Maybe I'll succeed, maybe I won't. No matter what the outcome may be, what's important is that I have tried that I have exerted effort to reach my dream. Even though I take things a day at a time, not really making long term plans, I still have goals for whatever opportunities and I would make every step to take advantage of that chance. I believe that it's better to have tried (in love, in career, and in life) than to regret not trying at all." So that's it. And with this, I end my 2012 ...

Limp

I'm feeling a little limp tonight - maybe it's the vagueness of my future or the dilemmas I am facing or the lack of financial stability I am experiencing - but all I can do is just speculate. I thought I have gone through this already, the quarter life crisis as they say - emotional lability, constant questioning of worth, and unexplainable emo-shit. I'm tired of this, tired to wake up each morning and feel unsure of everything. Ugh. I just want to shake this off. Anyway, speaking of shaking things, here's one topic I wanted to write about for so long. I first heard it from some friends [ang mag-react, guilty! hahaha] and it got me curious, though I have to say, I really don't need this. *ehem* What is it? It's penis enlargement. Yes, my dear friends, you read it right. PENIS ENLARGEMENT . The natural kind. They call it Jelq . They say Jelqing was derived from an Arabic word meaning 'milking', which is the main motion of this technique....